| Dear Friend,
Last
week we talked about the stress that Jesus was facing
that last week before His arrest. The desperate
leaders trying to find a way to arrest Jesus without
a crowd around. Jesus trying to celebrate this last
Passover with His disciples. The apostles continuously
fighting for the highest position in the "new
kingdom." And Judas hiding his little secret,
trying to finish the deal by getting Jesus to stay
in one area long enough for him to get the authorities
there for the arrest.
So now they are at the supper table, and Jesus
begins to work with Judas. Patiently, kindly, courteously.
Jesus is ever working to get people saved, and Judas
is no exception. Jesus could have simply whispered
in his ear a few words, and Judas would have left,
antagonized and alienated. Or Jesus could have blown
his cover to the other disciples right away, and
again Judas would have left, revengeful, bitter,
and resentful. But Jesus begins to work with Judas
ever so patiently in that upper room, a lot like
He works with you and me today.
After the meal, Jesus makes a rather broad statement.
None of the disciples fully knew what it was about,
except for Judas. It's like one time when
I was young and had forgotten to close the chicken
coop for the night. Mother asked at evening worship,
innocently enough, "I wonder if the chickens
are safe tonight?" Nobody else appeared to
notice the statement, but for me, it struck a cord
deep inside, and I trotted right out and did my
job.
So this evening, Jesus calmly says, "I
tell you the truth, one of you will betray me."
No one had any idea who He was taking about, except
for Judas. I'm sure he suddenly had this overwhelming
sense of, "Oh, no! He knows!"
He could have confessed right then, and asked forgiveness.
He could have whispered in Jesus ear, and stepped
out alone, and confessed quietly, and none of the
others would have ever known. But no, he stays stubbornly
quiet. Have you noticed that's the way God
still works with us today? He quietly convicts us.
And we usually ignore the conviction and keep right
on acting as if nothing happened. That's what
Judas did.
So Jesus takes it a step closer to home. He shows
that not only He knows, but tries to get Judas to
see that what he's doing is absolutely despicable;
it's going to ruin his entire life. Like that
wife who apparently shot her preacher husband this
last week in the South. Don't you pity her?
I just wish there was someone who could have been
there and said, "STOP! You are on the verge
of not only killing your husband, but losing your
precious girls, your reputation, and your freedom!
STOP! There are other ways to deal with this!"
But now, when it's too late, she is realizing
that the problems she faced before pale in comparison
with what she has to deal with the rest of her life.
And so Jesus speaks to everyone at that table,
but He's really speaking directly to Judas:
"The one who has dipped his hand into
the bowl with me will betray me." You
see, in ancient times to violate the rights of hospitality
marked a man as utterly beyond the pale of respectability.
In Oriental lands even today a man will avoid eating
at the same table with someone he may wish to take
advantage of, or even with someone he does not wish
to have as a friend. So what Jesus is trying to
do here is again reach Judas' heart, and say,
"Wake up! What you are doing is terribly wrong!
Even hit men and enemies don't stoop to the
levels you are going!" And Christ works the
same with us today. As we continue on our headstrong
course of wrong, He continually pleads and begs
for us to stop. But we blindly press on, and only
when it's too late do we look back and see
all the times God was doing everything He could
to get us to stop and not ruin our lives.
But Judas didn't respond either. So finally,
after a round of questioning by the other disciples,
Judas finally feels that all eyes are on him, and
he asks, "Surly not I, Rabbi?" Dah!
How blind can he be? After this whole conversation
where Jesus clearly shows He knows about the plans,
and Judas somehow thinks Jesus missed the part about
who was to play the role in the betrayal? But that's
what sin does. It makes one blind, and you just
keep on going down the road, not aware of all the
little signs shouting out , "Wrong way!"
But again we see how Jesus is so patient and loving,
still trying to reach Judas' heart. Jesus
doesn't respond sarcastically or angrily, but simply
says, "Yes, it is you." And Judas gets
up and storms out.
You
know, when all is said and done, and every case
comes up in the judgment and the final verdict is
in, no one will be able to say that God acted wrongly.
Or rashly. Or that He wasn't patient enough.
Or that He didn't give enough time and love
to anyone. No, just like in the case of Judas, God
shows that He lavishes patience, and kindness; but
the choice still ultimately remains with the person
themselves.
And just as Jesus took His time with Judas, and
in the same way took His time with Achan in the
Old Testament (you can read the story in Joshua
7), so He patiently takes His time with each of
us today. Wooing. Calling. Convicting. Pleading.
Prompting. Begging. Entreating. Imploring.
Practice listening for His voice. When you hear
it, respond! It only gets quieter the more we ignore
it. When you pray, ask for Him to convict you louder;
and ask for that heavenly eye ointment so you can
truly see. He wants to help you now!
I'm praying for you!
Mark
P.S. Check out these verses in your worship time
this week: Matthew 26:1-30; Hebrews 3:12-19; Revelation
3:14-22; 2 Peter 3:9, 10.
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